Challenge 67: Be present (bring rubber band)

March 19, 2010

I have to say...the rubber band on the wrist thing really works for me. The minute I put it on, it's almost like I don't go into that freak-out-thinking-of-future-spiraling-out-of-control place nearly as often and when I do, I just snap myself out of it. Literally. Yesterday, although filled with tons of not fun things (dealing with credit cards, health insurance, etc), actually turned out to be a pretty good day. I coached a lot, which I think helps. I feel so at home when I'm doing that. Oh! And the Buick is finally handled. I no longer have to worry about/deal with the car. It's gone, and I was a little sad to see it go! I liked that car in a lot of ways. Especially when I was getting props from the homies in Oakland for having a massive sounding muffler. But...I'd much prefer a reliable car, so I'm happy!

I did complete my task for the day yesterday. I emailed Sherrie but didn't hear back from her. Perhaps I have an old email address? I'll find out. I also did a bunch of other things off my to-do list and I felt very productive and busy all day.

Starting today, the next three days are going to be crazy busy. My school offers this thing where you can re-take any course you've completed, as an assistant. So I'm doing that this weekend. I was waitlisted for the position and I finally got it! So it's a privilege to be able to do this. I feel a little bratty though because part of me wants to play this weekend, but I'm trying to look at this as a learning experience and a rich experience where I can get some potential clients and hone my coaching skills. I know it'll be an amazing weekend. I just wish I wasn't so worried about what to do with the puppy for 10 hours each day!! Yikes. He hates being left alone. I'm contemplating bringing him in the car and walking him on breaks. Anyway, I really want to make sure I'm getting the most out of this weekend/experience so I want to try to be as present there as possible (instead of worrying about the puppy...which is what I did in my dream last night).

Challenge 67: Be present today (bring rubber band)

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