Challenge 63: Handle car

March 15, 2010

I slept on the couch again last night, even though the cousins were gone and I didn't have to. I think I like waking up in this room better than I like waking up in my own bedroom. Plus, all the sheets and feather bed parts slip around so much while I sleep in my bed, that I get restless. Either way, here I am, on the couch, again, with a sunny day outside and a sleeping dog to my right. I woke up this morning feeling very anxious. Like there were so many loose ends to tie up. I'm not sure if that's true or not. I think starting my own business (coaching) I feel like there is always so much I should be doing. Idle time feels like wasted time. I decided that I should write a to-do list to really be clear on what needs to get done.

Yesterday was just such a lovely day. Absolutely gorgeous and sunny outside. I coached, I relaxed, I got work done, I went for a run, I hung out with Lily, I watched a movie. I'm really excited about spring.

Lately I've been having lessons in believing in myself. I know I know...as a coach, that's a lot of what I coach others on. But not having a built in structure in coaching is something that has been a struggle for me, but I'm trying really hard to work past that. There's a teetering that happens for me about wanting more stability, but also loving the freedom that this path allows. I'm excited to see how it all unfolds. Scared too.

One thing that has been hanging over my head is my car. Taking care of getting rid of it. It is just done for. Too expensive to fix, not in good enough shape to sell. I've contacted some salvage yards and got a couple quotes, but I just want it taken care before street sweeping happens. I want a decision on it today. So right after I do this, I'm going to make some more calls and contact the DMV etc. There's my challenge. Oh...and go for a run.

Challenge 63: Handle car

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