Monday, September 6, 2010

Challenge 234: Sweet sight to see

Well I guess I'm really slipping. Didn't write again yesterday I did remember, as I was falling asleep and I almost got up to write but figured it was already the following day. Way past midnight.

Today I did some work on a business idea I have. And I'm learning that the more I get deeper into the idea, the less I know what it actually is. It's frustrating. I have a feeling and a vision, but the actually day-to-day, nuts and bolts are still vague to me. It's silly...as a life coach I feel like I should be able to have it figured out, but I suppose I'm human too. I feel, now more than ever, I don't know what I want. The what. I know what I want to feel like. I know who I want "be" but what I'm doing, in clarity, is unclear. I've felt this way for a long time. And I'm bored of it.

I bet there is a magic wand. That one thing that's in my way, that I just can't really see right now.

On a completely different note...I saw a great couple on a tandem bike today, riding down my busy street in Oakland. I felt like it was a great metaphor for relationships. They're clearly working together. The success of the trip depends on both people equally pulling their weight and putting their effort into the ride. And they have to work together and be close. Literally, supporting each other. It's not a bike ride on separate bikes, but rather one ride, one bike, two lovers. Sweet sight to see.

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